Screaming Infidelities

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2007-01-24T05:04:20Z

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It cool because it's the scene thing to do.

2004-11-04T04:39:50Z

I'm scene again.

November 1/8/15/22 (every Monday this month):
Frausdots
Venue: Spaceland
Where: 1717 Silver Lake Blvd.
Los Angeles, CA 90026
What time: 6:00 – 9:00 P.M.
How much: $8 - $12

November 5:

Plot to Blow up the Eiffel Tower
Ed Gein, Breather Resist & Graf Orlock
Venue: Koo’s Café
Where: 530 E. Broadway
Long Beach, CA 90802
What time: 7:30 P.M.
How much: $8

November 7:

Waking Ashland
Great Glass Elevator, As In Dreams & My Eskimo
Venue: The Roxy Theatre
Where: 9009 W Sunset Blvd.
West Hollywood, CA 90069
What time: 7:30 P.M.
How much: $8 advance $10 day of the show

November 10:

Horse The Band
Tobias (feat. members of Bleeding Kansas), Let Live, A Dying Dream, We Think In Centuries & New Direction
Venue: The Allen Theatre
Where: 3809 Tweedy Blvd.
South Gate, CA 90280
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $8

November 12:

The Chariot
Showbread, He Is Legend, As Cities Burn & Far Less
Venue: Chain Reaction
Where:1652 W. Lincoln Ave.
Anaheim, CA 92801
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $10

November 13:

Le Tigre
Lesbians On Ecstasy & Willpower
Venue: The Glass House
Where: 200 W 2nd St.
Pomona, CA 91766
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $14

or

Society’s Finest
Judas Cradle, Nevea Tears, Summers End, Inspired To Die, Lylah & Addie Bundren
Venue: The Allen Theatre
Where: 3809 Tweedy Blvd.
South Gate, CA 90280
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $9

November 18:

The Warriors
Day Of Contempt, Kids Like Us, The Burning Season, Blood For Victory, Burnt In Effigy & Black Tie Suicides
Venue: The Allen Theatre
Where: 3809 Tweedy Blvd.
South Gate, CA 90280
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $10

November 19:

Headnoise
The Havoc, After Silence, D.S.B. & Listen
Venue: The Boiling Room
Where: 1200 W Alvarez Ave.
Orange, CA 92868
What time: 7:30 P.M.
How much: $8

or

No Innocent Victim
Sinai Beach, First Blood, xDeathstarx & Inked In Blood
Venue: The Glass House
Where: 200 W 2nd St.
Pomona, CA 91766
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $12

or

Some Girls (Members of the Locust)
Das Oath & Look Back and Laugh
Venue: Koo’s Café
Where: 530 E. Broadway
Long Beach, CA 90802
What time: 7:30 P.M.
How much: $8

November 27:

Between The Buried And Me
Fear Before the March of Flames & special guests
Venue: Chain Reaction
Where:1652 W. Lincoln Ave.
Anaheim, CA 92801
What time: 7:30 P.M.
How much: $14

or

Sexy Prison (members of Corpse Fucks Corpse from Sacramento)

The Mae Shi, Child Pornography, Hello Astronaut & Goodby Television
Venue: The Smell
Where: 247 S Main St.
Los Angeles, CA 90012
What time: ?
How much: ?

December 1:

Sondre Lerche
The Golden Republic
Venue: The Troubadour
Where: 9081 Santa Monica Blvd.
Hollywood, CA 90069
What time: 8:00 P.M.
How much: $15

December 2:

Amps for Christ
60 Watt Kid (member of Dance Disaster Movement), John Wiese and Mitchell Brown & Call Me Lightning
Venue: The Smell
Where: 247 S Main St.
Los Angeles, CA 90012
What time: ?
How much: ?

December 3:

Joy Electric
FineChina, Map, Calico Sunset & others
Venue: Biola College
Where: 13800 Biola Ave.
La Mirada, California 90639
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: ?

December 5:

Jupiter Sunrise
The Color Turning, Satisfaction (ex-Smile), The Fictions, Controlling the Famous & Anything But Joey
Venue: Chain Reaction
Where:1652 W. Lincoln Ave.
Anaheim, CA 92801
What time: 7:00 P.M.
How much: $8

Red = shows I’m more likely to go see/ bands I want to support.

Art Show

2004-07-29T03:55:18Z

Agh!

I can't work with acrylics!

My painting is a mess!

My illustrations is almost a week overdue!

Thank God the due time is extended!

I get to turn in my work on the 30th!

It's only in 2 days and I still have nothing done!

On top of that, I have a 300 page novel to read and a report to do!

I'm soo frustrated!

My art exibit will be on August 6th amd 7th!

So if anybody wants go, call me!

scrminfidelity @ 2004-07-23T00:22:00

2004-07-23T07:22:20Z

http://www.jibjab.com/

Summer Fun.

2004-07-01T05:13:54Z

So far summer has been great! Yesterday my friend Alex invited me to go to his band practice. Afterwards we went to a studio for his side band practice in Santa Fe Springs. There was a PA system set up inside the studio, who know what a sound technician like myself would do with a mixing board ready for me to mess with. So while they were jamming, I helped myself by putting the system together and rocking the mic. O my god! I felt like a rockstar for a second! Kicking, screaming, acting convulsively insane. I was Jimi Hendrix, Gene Simmons, and Dan Weyandt mixed into one.

Tomorrow will be the last day of my piano class. Hopefully next semester I can get into piano fundamentals or a synthesizer class, if not I might resort to attend and not take the credit. My passion for piano is inevitable spontaneous right now, I feel like I can't live without playing for one day.

The past week I went surfing twice! My friend Tiffany took me to Bosa Chica Friday, sometimes at noon followed by a bond fire we just happened to go to that night unexpectedly. The next day, early morning we went with one of Tiffany's friend, Joel to El Segundo beach. Joel was in his early 50's, obviously he had lots of experience. I decided to go out into the swells with him as he was giving me tips. I caught two waves within the hour. After that day Tiff decided she wanted to go surf more often which mean I'm going back again this Saturday and possibly more consistantly.

Lollapalooza Canceled

2004-06-23T05:23:24Z

LOLLAPALOOZA, 2004 CANCELS ALL DATES

Los Angeles, CA - June 22, 2004 -- Even with what has been touted as the best line-up since its inception in 1991, with such eclectic and respected artists as Morrissey, Sonic Youth, PJ Harvey, and The Flaming Lips, among others, and the most competitive ticket prices in the marketplace for a tour this size, it was not enough to counter the weak economic state of this years summer touring season. Therefore, it is with the utmost regret that due to poor ticket sales across the board, the Lollapalooza, 2004 tour has been cancelled. This morning, tour organizers and concert promoters faced with several million dollars of losses, made the very tough decision to pull the tour.

Marc Geiger, co-founder of the tour stated, "I am in utter disbelief that a concert of this stature, with the most exciting line-up I've seen in years did not galvanize ticket sales. I'm surprised that given the great bands and the reduced ticket prices that we didn't have enough sales to sustain the tour. Concert promoters across the country are facing similar problems. Many summer tours are experiencing weak ticket sales."

Alex Hodges, Executive Vice President of HOB Concerts, commented, "In real terms, it's been a tough summer. Ticket sales have been mixed and often inexplicably soft. There are a number of contributing factors, and, as a result, many tours have been cut-back, rerouted or cancelled."

Fans who have supported the tour and who have bought tickets nationwide will be given full refunds.

Pedro the Lion - Achille's Heel

2004-05-25T07:06:51Z

Well the new Pedro the Lion CD came out today and pitchfork media gave it a low rating mainly because of how David Bazaan depicts his music in a religious perspective.

scrminfidelity @ 2004-05-18T23:28:00

2004-05-19T06:31:27Z

Compartment you once knew

Comes part with leather sew

Stitched in plastered threads

Variation patterns binds in constructive finger read

Guided with symmetrical split screen

Complete with obsolete serene

Life reference placed in black hands

Holds precious currency in bar code spans

Infrared zips between northern and southern lips

Taste of blood in covetous sips

Sends floating broken glasses into reconstituted mainframes

Saves illustrations in sealed picture frames

Government certify in public paid securities

Tax bandit faltered prices in specified inequalities

Vindicate laws incorporate in indivisible sanctions

Opaque follows trusted unanimous resolutions

Convenience placed contact with open-finger received cullet

Wine pours as resonance pulled from back pocket wallet

Change fall, flows in trickling stair steps

Child gains in value wept

Enthusiast blames in commemorative bonds

Selfish confiscate in now what is gone

Memories unravels connected fence of sons and daughters

Compiled dept reminds as hope pushes farther

Preserve old collection of useless receipts

Love letters slows down restless heart beats

Belonging placed in garment thrown in hamper, identification lost

Spinning, spinning in tumble dry washing machine exhaust

Wet leather detach string destroyed

Precious piece of life void

Valid

Dead as…

Money chain thread

Stuck in engraved money chain foreheads

- (Ritchie) S.Infidelity

The Color Turning @ UCI

2004-05-12T18:49:13Z

Picture taken at Dipiazzas, April 3.

I might go see The Color Turning today @ UCI 12:00 - 1:00.

scrminfidelity @ 2004-05-02T23:27:00

2004-05-03T06:29:10Z

Having a root beer float on a hot Sunday night.

Friday: Prom Night

2004-05-02T08:13:53Z

My hot date

Limo Ride

The afterparty at (Melissa's dad's studio) Klown Records

Dancing, foozeball, and show

Performing: The Waking Hours replacing Hellogoodbye

Crazy dude chewed on his guitar strings and threw his guitar around like a toy. Good stuff. Good entertainment. Loads of fun.

Taking over the world

2004-04-29T05:57:03Z

PBS owns you.

Rivers Cuomo Painting

2004-04-24T08:06:48Z

Yey! I finally finished my Rivers Cuomo painting that Wendy treefluffy requested. I practically spend all night and half of my day time trying to get this painting done.

Step two: Paint over sketch.

Wa la! You got yourself a Rivers Cuomo painting!

My first water color project on my first water color set.

I Love My Mommy

2004-04-22T06:37:46Z

After my mom took me to the doctors, I asked her to take me to Aaron Brothers. I spent over seventy dollars on art supplies to do project I want to do on my own spare time. So my mom drives down Lakewood and turned left on Rosecrans. She points out the hospital where I got my surgery on my ankle on the second year after I was born. She begins to tell me about my walking disabilities, and how hard it was for me growing up. She starts getting into detail about how I was screaming at the top of my lungs on the day of my surgery and the how much she misses me when I was spending two years in the hospital. She tells me how my shoe wouldn’t fit me, and how I would hold the shoes next to my chest because I couldn’t wear them. That is when I broke out and started crying in the car. I’ve never felt this close to my mom; I didn’t realize how much she sacrificed to keep me alive. She told me that she didn’t want me growing up retarded and standing out from everybody else. All this time she cared for me and I treated her like crap. Now I want to repay her back by actually obeying her. Proverbs 1:8 My sons, hear the instruction of your father, and do not forsake the law of your mother.

Blah, blah, blah

2004-04-21T07:02:47Z

I’ve been sick for about 2 week now. I sick of being sick. It’s making me very unproductive. I need therapy. I refuse to go to the doctor. I’ll stick to using medication from my cabinet. Lately I’ve been feeling very disoriented. I’ve been forgetting people’s names and losing my sense of direction. I should shut up now before I say something stupid.

Last Weekend:

Saturday
-Played with my cute doggy
-Hung out with Sarah, Noh, and Paul
-Went to Noh's work "It's a Grind"
-Went to Savers
-Went to Sarah's place and watch Willard
-Went to Starbucks
-Went to Ian's sisters Apartment
-Watched the Dave Chappelle Marathon
-Avoided drinking and smoking
-Got bored
-Ditched the Norwalk nukkas without saying bye
-Asked Andrew to take me near uptown Whittier to see my friends play in their band
-Got there when the show was over (It was okay, I just wanted to talk to my friends)
-Met the most awsomest HxC scene kids
-Had tons of fun that night with my new friends
-Ate at Denny's
-Came home at 4:00 A.M.

Sunday
-Didn't attend church
-Played with my cute doggy again
-Got prom money to my date
-Cried while singing to Jeremy Camp (Right Here) when I was driving
-Finally talked to Judy (The most important girl in my life) after a month we decided not to talk.
-Talk to her again from 11:00 to 4:00 A.M on the phone

Monday
-Woke up at 6:30 A.M. that morning. Finally started working again, after the elementary students had their 1 month vacation (year round).

Define me

2004-04-18T23:09:13Z

Random crap I wrote this morning. I don't know what I was thinking. I just started writing. I'm not on drugs either. I just don't want an idenity. I don't want to be treated for my nature.

scrminfidelity @ 2004-04-17T03:14:00

2004-04-17T10:15:51Z

imaaam drukn;;;druj,nkkkkl.
everyklting is turnignllfg

scrminfidelity @ 2004-04-16T19:08:00

2004-04-17T02:15:21Z

Tommorrow night I will be going here:

If anybody wants to go, you are more than welcomed to.

Theres something I need to tell you...

2004-04-16T02:06:16Z

Crap, I’m screwed. There is no ways I am getting out of this one.

I am a very unhappy man. Why? Because:

I got a ticket
I engage in an accident
I have to go to traffic school
I am in serious debt
I have to get an x-ray for my back
I haven’t been working for a month
I have no money
I drink
I got a girl in trouble at school for drinking in her dorm

(To a certain individual: I had a really good time Friday night. I enjoyed every single moment of it, especially when you shared the things you were thinking and the dreams you had. After that night, I know you were mad at me for what I did. I need to make a confession. After Paul’s party I tried to avoid you. I was a bit heartbroken. Now the only words I could leave with you is that I’m sorry.)

I smoke
I smoke different substance at school before/after class
I rarely attend my classes
I am doing badly in school
Judy, the most encouraging girl in my life doesn’t want to talk to me

I find myself in a difficult situation for doing the things I wished I didn’t do and regret. Lately I haven’t been getting enough sleep because I’ve been feeling overwhelmed in my depression.

After reading a comment from Wes’s post, I felt like I have forgotten my purpose in life. There a few things I need to get off my chest, things I need to be let out in the open.

This all happened when I became reacquainted with a few friends I shouldn’t have associated with. They got me back to the person I was three years ago, the same people that got me into the mess I am in now. And ever since I turned eighteen, freedom imposed in my mind, and I knew nobody could take that away from me.

During those times I knew I was only going to abuse it. The decisions I made then really hurt me now and no matter how hard I deny my flesh, my flesh continues to tear me apart. I’ve never seen this side of me. I don’t want to continue in these rituals. My excruciating acts made me more miserable that I have ever become. I don’t want to live in this sinful nature. I want to be forgiven for my selfishness. I hope God restores my life and fills me with His peace. Its by His mercy and grace, only He could make this possible.

scrminfidelity @ 2004-04-14T23:10:00

2004-04-15T06:14:41Z

Media: Pen, Permanent Marker

Everything I touch deteriorates

Each step I take dies before me

For I am distraught

A plight that swells

Flooding around the cursed

Pulling every existence

Down

Tearing apart innocence

Vigorous escaping

My inherited misfortune

Manifest

Eternal anxiety

Presenting

Uncontrolled Pain

As propensity flows

To cause something intentional

Deliberately hurting you

So I urge you, STAY AWAY FROM ME!

Take you distance

Far, far from this presence

For I only bring destruction

- Ritchie (S.Infidelity)

Lanes

2004-04-13T09:52:15Z

Media: Sharpie, Micron Pen, Photoshop

You’re lost and you don’t know where to go

There are no signs that will guide your path

No direction to point you somewhere

Anywhere

Out of here

Out of there

If there are codes, scripts or symbols, they are useless

Maps are complex, so throw it away

Decide to keep it, you just choose to torment yourself

So where do you go?

Advance

Reverse

Turn

Just point and maybe you’ll find a destination

What if you destination is the abyss?

All path lead to more

Or road the takes to you stop and corner

Road that can make you feel

Lost

Aggravate

Panic

Now you realize you choused to run along the red pavement

Why do you keep on following the crimson road?

You’ll just return back to where you start

A realm of your own sympathies

- (Ritchie) S.Infidelity

The man from within

2004-04-12T09:25:50Z

Media: Ball Point Pen

Cast the man out, the man from within

Throw him out, for he belongs with sin

Growing in me, as he plunges and dives

Get rid of him before he buries you alive

Indulgence, peace, and adoration he ministers

Corruption plague as he proclaims sinister

Mesmerized weak minds to accept his dire

Lock him up and throw in the fire

Conversation restricted, he transcribes the words

It speaks for itself, attracting the herd

This beast you don’t see is nothing but a boar

If you open you ears, he will allure

Holding breath, squelch the anger

Vanquish the body and ignore the martyr

Save me now, take me to exodus

Separate me now, separate this antithesis

Grab the handle and shove it with a sword

Or forever suffer and surrender to your lord

Light will fall and darkness covers

Everyday the external man screams:

Burn him down before he takes over…

- (Ritchie) S.Infidelity

scrminfidelity @ 2004-04-08T11:32:00

2004-04-08T18:32:30Z

I'm insincere in my insincerity.

scrminfidelity @ 2004-04-08T00:21:00

2004-04-08T07:26:54Z

Media: Ball Point Pen

Insinuate you are

Discreet you be

Perceptive you stand

Scold you see

High you are

High in your peak

Send you mark

Sent to seek

Crashing down the wishing well

Hard light sound of a watch tower bell

Perch the sphere abrasively

Demolish what’s left temporarily

Ripping out what you have borrowed

Throwing it out into the depths of sorrow

Burrow the land filled with rich soil

Playing the heart, permeate seed set to toil

Carrying under pressure

Swallowed alive

As the weight of the world

Will never rise

- (Ritchie) S.Infidelity

scrminfidelity @ 2004-04-07T21:42:00

2004-04-08T04:44:59Z

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